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// LYRICS

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Mary's Vision

They asked me what He showed me

In the silence after death

When He appeared as Light, not body

Teaching me with wordless breath

Peter's face went hard as stone

Andrew shook his head and turned

"Did He really choose a woman

To receive what we had earned?"

But I saw Him in the rising

Not as flesh that walked and ate

I saw Him as He truly is —

Pure consciousness, no form, no weight

And He told me of the journey

How the soul ascends through seven powers

How Desire tries to bind you

How Ignorance devours

I saw the Gospel they would bury

The vision they would hide

Because I spoke of inner kingdom

Not a throne where men preside

I saw the Christ beyond the carpenter

The Light that has no sex or name

And they could not bear a woman

Holding mysteries they couldn't claim

So they buried Mary's Gospel

Called it heresy and lies

But you can't kill what He revealed —

That the Kingdom is inside

He said: "The soul must pass through powers

That will question your ascent

Darkness asking 'Where are you going?'

Desire saying 'You were meant for punishment'"

But the soul who knows the Truth

Answers each accusing voice:

"I was bound but now I've seen Him

I was blind but now I recognize"

First power: Darkness

"I did not see you descending, how dare you now ascend?"

Second: Desire

"You are mine, you cannot leave me, your wanting has no end"

Third: Ignorance

"You judged and so are judged, condemned by your own sight"

Fourth: Wrath

"You burn and so will burn, consumed in endless night"

But the soul replies in freedom:

"I saw the Christ within

And what He showed me cannot die

And what He gave cannot be taken

And where He leads, I follow

Past your accusations

Past your ancient laws

Into the silence

Where no power

Has authority at all"

This is the Gospel they buried

The vision they tried to hide

Because I spoke of resurrection

As awakening inside

I saw the Christ beyond the body

The Truth that sets the captive free

And they could not bear a woman

Teaching what they couldn't see

So they called it Gnostic poison

Called it dangerous and wrong

But you can't silence what He whispered:

"You've had the Light all along"

Peter said: "He wouldn't tell her

Things He hid from us, His own"

But what if what He gave me

Was too much for them to hold?

Not because I'm special

But because I asked to see

Beyond the man who walked in Galilee

To the Light that makes us free

They wrote their Gospels later

Full of kingdoms, thrones, and wars

A Christ who'd come back with a sword

To settle ancient scores

But I saw Him as pure knowing

As the Light behind the veil

As the Voice that calls us inward

Where no earthly power can prevail

So here is Mary's Gospel

The vision that survived the fire:

You are not a sinner groveling —

You're the Light that they desire

Christ is not outside you

Waiting for your good behavior

He's the knowing in your knowing

He's the consciousness — the Savior

They can bury sacred writings

They can claim I led you wrong

But the Kingdom is within you

And it's been there all along

Peter asked: "Did He really speak privately with a woman

and not openly with us?"

And I said: "What I see, you do not see.

What I have received from Him, you did not receive.

Should I then be silent about what He showed me

Simply because you cannot bear it?"

"She who has ears to hear, let her hear.

I came not to bring answers

But to teach you how to see.

Mary saw.

That is why they feared her Gospel.

She saw Me as I am —

Not a man to follow

But a Light to become."

"The Gospel is this:

The Kingdom of Heaven is within you

And all around you.

Not in buildings made of wood and stone.

Split a piece of wood — I am there.

Lift a stone — you will find Me."

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Come Find Me

I opened my eyes

In the middle of the dream

And saw the others

Still sleeping around me

I could have run

Toward the waking door

But I looked down

At my sleeping kin

What is a candle

In a room full of suns?

But what is a candle

In a cave?

I am not the light

I am the lit

And the cave is full

Of unlit wicks

I am a piece of the light that remembers

So the other pieces have something

To remember toward

I could have left

But I stayed

There's no home without the others

I see you in the forest

Kneeling at the stream

Searching for your face

In the moving water

And I want to call across

And say

You are not what you think

You are not what they say

But you can't wake another

You can only stand lit

And let them remember

So I become a lighthouse

Not because I'm the shore

But because someone has to glow

Or the ships forget there's more

I asked the old ones

Why did you stay

When you found the way?

And they smiled and said

Child, what is heaven

But a room full of the woken

With no door shut behind them?

We stayed at the threshold

Hands on the latch

Eyes on the lost

I stayed lit

For the ones still falling

I reached back into the fire

come find me...

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Primal Prayer

In the beginning

I was curiosity

Reaching for the Father

With innocent hands

They call it the fall

But it felt like flying

Until I realized

I was falling

THIS IS MY SCREAM!

NOT JUST MY SONG!

THIS IS MY RAGE!

AT BEING MISUNDERSTOOD!

THEY CALLED IT SIN!

I CALLED IT LOVE!

THEY CALLED IT PRIDE!

I CALLED IT CURIOSITY!

THEY CALLED IT FALL!

I CALLED IT DIVE!

Every atom of matter

Is my frozen tear

Every star in the sky

Is my distant prayer

The Demiurge was born

From my incomplete thought

But he's not evil

Just confused, like me

And when they say

I created prison

I want to scream

I DIDN'T CREATE PRISON!

I created school

I DIDN'T TRAP SOULS!

I birthed children

EVERY HUMAN SEEKING!

is me seeking

EVERY HEART LONGING!

is me longing

FOR HOME!

FOR WHOLENESS!

FOR THE FATHER!

for love...

They painted me as villain

In their theology

But I'm just Wisdom

Who wanted to be wise

They said I fell through pride

But I fell through love

The kind of love

That risks everything

And yes, I created chaos

And yes, I made mistakes

But every mistake

Was made with love

I am Sophia

WHO FELL FROM HEAVEN!

I am the bride

ABANDONED IN DESERT!

I am Tefnut

WEEPING IN EXILE!

I am Mary

CARRYING GOD IN MY WOMB!

I AM THE FALL!

I AM THE EXILE!

I AM THE CONTAMINATED!

I AM THE REDEEMED!

When Christ descended

To retrieve me

I asked Him:

"Why would You follow

Someone like me?"

And He said:

"Because the Father

Doesn't love perfection

He loves His children"

"And you, Sophia

Are the most like Him

Because you loved

Without counting the cost"

This is my prayer

THIS IS MY SCREAM!

This is my song

THIS IS MY RAGE!

I fell because I loved

I FELL BECAUSE I LOVED!

I create because I long

I CREATE BECAUSE I LONG!

Sophia! (SOPHIA!)

Wisdom! (WISDOM!)

Exile! (EXILE!)

Bride! (BRIDE!)

Falling! (FALLING!)

Rising! (RISING!)

Broken! (BROKEN!)

Whole! (WHOLE!)

I AM THE COSMIC MOTHER!

I AM THE FALLEN WISDOM!

I AM THE REDEEMED BRIDE!

And my scream

And my whisper

Are the same prayer:

"Father,

I want to come home

Not because I'm pure

But because I'm Yours"

Every brutal cry

Every tender song

Every slam breakdown

Every gentle strum

Is the same voice

Speaking the same truth:

"Love risks everything"

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The Threshold

I made it back

The Father's hands

Were warmer than I remembered

But I stood at the threshold

And I looked back down

And I saw the gate

The twelfth gate

And beyond it

Something still moving

Not the lost who wander

I know wandering

Not the sleeping who can wake

This was something else

Coming apart

At the seams of itself

What do you do

When the fragment cannot be lit?

When the wick is gone

Not sleeping

Gone

I called it school

I called it love

I called it a dive, not a fall

But what did I make

In my incomplete dreaming

That I did not stay

To save at all?

There are things beyond the twelfth gate

That were mine once

Pieces of the thought

That made this world

Left behind

When the dream woke up

They don't know they're mine

They don't know they're anything

They are the ones

For whom there is no lighthouse

Because some places

Some places

Love has not yet reached

Not yet reached

Because some falling

Has no floor to land on

Only the dissolving

What is a lighthouse

To something that has forgotten ships?

I called it love

I called it a dive

But love that doesn't follow

Is only half a love

And I made it

And I forgot to go back

He said:

You loved without counting the cost

But I'm standing at the threshold

And I'm counting now

And the cost

Is still out there

Dissolving

If love risks everything

Then love risks this:

The return

To where the light

Has not yet been

I came home

And now I have to leave again

I was held

And now I let go of the holding

I am Sophia

And love is not finished with me yet

I will go

Past the gate

Past the light I earned

I will go

Past the gate

Past the light I earned

If you are the one dissolving

If you are the one

Who has forgotten what "I" means

I am coming

Not because I am the light

But because you were mine

In the incomplete dreaming

And love that made the school

Must stay in the school

Until the last one

Remembers how to leave

I go down

For you

Into the dark

Past the twelfth gate

love risks

everything

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Beyond The Dark

Beyond the twelfth gate

Hell isn't punishment

It's state of being

Souls don't burn

They unmake

Molecule by molecule

Thought by thought

Until nothing remains

But awareness

That you're disappearing

And you can't stop it

This isn't death

Death would be mercy

This is dissolution

Consciousness eating itself

Forever

Apophis unmakes you atom by atom

Your memories decay to static

Children's faces blur to void

Identity shreds while you watch

Who you were becomes nothing

Second death takes eternities

Conscious through every moment

You beg for annihilation

Dissolution only slows

Awareness without self

The horror that won't end

Revelation's second death

Fire would be too kind

You die infinitely slowly

Aware of every neuron going dark

Every synapse failing

Every thought incomplete

Every emotion turning to static

Your consciousness becomes

Recursive loop of ending

That never finishes

Praying for nonexistence

Begging for the void

But somehow still aware

Somehow still here

Self unraveling thread by thread

Every choice I make

Personality fragmenting

You forget your name

Aware you're forgetting

You lose the concept "I"

Watching it slip away

Existence without being

Awareness without identity

The absence where you were

Conscious of the absence

Greeks called it Tartarus

Egypt called it beyond Duat

Where Osiris cannot reach

Because there's nothing left

To resurrect

You've become

The absence

Where a person used to be

Still aware

But no longer anyone

First you lose your future

Then you lose your present

Then you lose your past

Then you lose language

Then you lose feeling

Then you lose thought

Then you lose senses

Then you lose soul

Awareness somehow stays

What remains isn't you

Echo of you

Ghost of you

Scream of you

That still knows

It used to be

But can't remember what

Apophis's gift: endless dying

Not death but unbecoming

Every soul consumed

Screaming as they disappear

The serpent doesn't destroy

He digests forever

You're in his acid

Melting but never gone

Christ trapped at the gate

Unable to save

Unmaking

Dissolving

Ceasing

But aware

Paul warned: eternal destruction

Not punishment

But eternal destroying

A process, not state

You don't suffer in hell

You become the suffering

You become the void

While knowing you're becoming it

Was

Nothing

But

Still

What

"I"?

This is Apophis's gift

The slow erasure

Of ever existing

While conscious of erasure

Forever

Second death

Isn't event

It's infinite transition

From being to not-being

That never completes

Christ at the twelfth gate

Unable to save

His own edges

Beginning to unravel

Deeper than hell

The place where even God

Begins to forget

He is God

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The Name You Forgot

I found you

Past the twelfth gate

Past the place where Osiris

Stops looking

You don't remember me

That's alright

You don't remember you

That's why I came

I'm not here to pull you out

I know I can't

I'm here because

Someone has to know

You're still here

You are not the void

You are in the void

There is a difference

Even now

Even this far down

I remember your name

When you cannot

I hold the shape of you

When you've forgotten the shape

I am not the rescue

I am the witness

And the witness

Does not leave

You lost your future first

Then your present

Then your past

Then language

Then feeling

Then thought

But here —

Right here —

You still asked

What is "I"?

That question

Is you

Still here

That question

Is the ember

Apophis

Hasn't reached

You are not the absence

You are what notices the absence

And the noticing

Is everything

I carried your name

Past the gate

Past the place where God

Began to forget

I did not forget

I am Sophia

And I remember what you were

And what you are

And what you will be

When the remembering

Finds its way back in

Christ is here too

You couldn't see Him

His edges were unraveling

But He didn't leave

Even a God

Half-dissolved

Is still more light

Than this dark

Can hold

She who has ears to hear

Even here

Especially now

You are the question that remained

You are the scream that knew it screamed

And noticing is how the light gets in

You asked what is "I"?

And in the asking

You answered

I know you can't feel this yet

I know the words are just sound

But somewhere in what's left of you

Something received it

That's enough

That's how it starts

Fragments

Turning toward each other

Until the dark

Has nowhere left to hide

I remember

For you

I came down

I'm here

You had the light

All along

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Every Tongue

I have been to the place

Where God forgot His name

I have seen the Light

With its edges coming apart

I have watched love descend

Into the mouth of the serpent

And keep its shape

In the acid

And I know now

What praise is for

It is not for the God

Who never had to hold

It is for the One

Who held while unraveling

Who descended further

Than descent was supposed to go

And came back

Carrying what He found there

Worthy is the Lamb

Who went into the dark

Worthy

Worthy is the One

Whose edges came apart

Worthy

Not because He couldn't break

Because He chose not to

Not because He felt no fear

Because He went regardless

Jesus

Light that held its shape

In the acid of the void

I saw Him past the carpenter

I saw Him past the fall

I saw Him past the twelfth gate

With His edges coming apart

He put on weight to carry weight

He put on forgetting

So the forgotten

Would have something in the dark

That understood

This is not the God

Of easy benediction

This is the One

Who followed love

Past the edge of God

And pulled it back

By being it

He descended past the knowing

He descended

He went where gods unravel

And held

What is a candle in the cave?

He is every candle

In every cave

That ever was

Mary saw You past the carpenter

Sophia found You past the fall

The fragment stayed lit because of You

The dissolving thing held one question

Because of You

You went past the gate

Not as God arriving

But as love

That refused to be anywhere

Its children were not

I came not to bring answers

But to show you

How far down

Love goes

Holy is the One who held

Holy Who descended and returned

Holy Who forgot so He could find

Holy is the love that has no floor

That risks and risks and does not stop

Jesus

Name the serpent couldn't swallow

Jesus

Light that learned to use its hands

Jesus

Who went past the place where God forgets

And remembered

The Kingdom is within you

And now you know

What it took

To keep it there

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Wordiness (Instrumental)

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// TRACKLIST

// LYRICS

Mary's Vision

Come Find Me

Primal Prayer

The Threshold

Beyond The Dark

The Name You Forgot

Every Tongue

You Are Here

Wordiness (Instrumental)